Talking about cutting

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‘I’m going away for a bit.’

‘Can I come?’ says the book.

‘I was hoping to leave you at home,’ I say.

The book sits quietly for a moment, slurps the last of its coffee, then storms out of the kitchen, slamming the door behind it.

‘That went well,’ I say to the empty room.

Later, while I am packing my bag, the book sidles in without knocking. ‘So where are going?’ it says. ‘Anywhere I know? Anyone I like?’

‘Yes. And no. No particular order,’ I say.

‘It’s like that, is it?’ says the book.

‘It’s nothing personal,’ I say. ‘I just need a break.’ I look around the room for inspiration. ‘From this,’ I say, unconvincingly.

‘From me, you mean,’ says the book.

I look into the book’s eyes for a moment. They are not raw from weeping, but neither are they clear. ‘Yes, from you,’ I murmur.

The book turns its back me and goes to the window, pretending to feign interest in the neighbours pottering in their garden. Still facing the window the book says ‘There isn’t much more to do you know. A section, maybe two. It wouldn’t take more than an afternoon.’

‘Writing another section or two, are you joking?’

The book gives a long sigh. ‘I’m talking about cutting, not adding. You’re so nearly there. You’ve done the worst part. How about it?’

Over the book’s shoulders I can see the neighbours taking a moment to talk, leaning on their spades and smiling. ‘I’ll think about it,’ I say.

‘While you’re away.’

‘While I’m away, yes.’

‘How long?’

‘A few days. A few days at most.’

‘I look forward to your ideas.’

‘I don’t want any of those. That’s the last thing I want.’

The book gives another sigh. It leaves without saying goodbye.

2 comments

  1. jazzcookie

    During the move, I abandoned temporarily a “completed” novel that I realized needs a little more work…these posts are reminders of the love affair we so often have with our books…even as I unpack boxes, I hear the conversation, the nudges, the slightly snide observations about what I should be doing with my time. This series is glorious, Anthony! Thank you.

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