I Am Not I I am not I. I am this one walking beside me whom I do not … More
Tag: Presence
At the reading
I get to the reading on time. I find a place near the front, so I can get to the … More
Heal into time and other people
I have been thinking a lot recently about the gap between what is expected of us and what we think … More
What not to say
Just as I do not go around thinking about my cancer all the time, there are times when I feel … More
Another look at Tranströmer’s ‘Alone’
I have been thinking a lot recently about Tomas Tranströmer’s poem ‘Alone’. When I first read it I was taken … More
New Year Letter
Dear Anthony (I will never get used to calling you Tony) Here are some words of advice from your nearing-fifty-year-old … More
Waiting to be picked
If you’re not enough without the gold medal, you’ll never be enough with it. – John Candy, Cool Runnings I did not … More
Lifesaving Poems: Rose Cook’s ‘A Poem for Someone Who is Juggling Her Life’
A Poem for Someone Who is Juggling Her Life This is a poem for someonewho is juggling her life.Be still … More
Lifesaving Poems: UA Fanthorpe’s ‘Atlas’
Atlas There is a kind of love called maintenanceWhich stores the WD40 and knows when to use it; Which checks … More
Northern Sky and remission
When I began to recover from my treatment for non-Hodgkin’s lymphoma in 2006 this lovely article about Nick Drake’s Northern … More
Lifesaving Poems: James Schuyler’s ‘June 30, 1974’
June 30, 1974 for Jane and Joe Hazan Let me tell you that this weekend Sunday morning in the … More
Why it’s called Love for Now
Love for Now did not begin with an idea but an illness. As I have written elsewhere, there wasn’t a plan. I … More
On disappearing
I wrote recently about poets who disappear from view, specifically Susannah Amoore, from Faber’s Poetry Introduction 6. My point is far … More
Lifesaving Poems: Galway Kinnell’s ‘Saint Francis and the Sow’
I have written before that there are a wide range of reasons for including the poems I have in my … More
8 great books about dying
The chances are, more of us are mortal than have multiple orgasms -Violet Weingarten, Intimations of Mortality When I was diagnosed … More
Lifesaving Poems: Mark Strand’s ‘A Morning’
I fell in love with the poetry of Mark Strand via the enthusiasm of Rupert Loydell sometime in the late … More
Lifesaving Poems: Brendan Kennelly’s ‘May the Silence Break’
May the Silence Break Because you do not speakI know the shockof water encountering a rock. Supremacy of silence is … More
Lifesaving Poems: Andy Brown’s ‘Prayer/Why I am Happy to be in the City this Spring’
I absolutely love this poem by Andy Brown. I am not sure when I read or heard it first. Possibly … More