I have given myself the afternoon off. I have sat for hours in good faith at my desk, all in … More
Tag: Life Lessons
Signs of life
I am watching a particularly bleak episode of Wallander when the book pops its head round the door. It stands … More
The lullaby
I have not left the house in days. I can hear the book pacing around upstairs, but neither of us … More
Lost for words
It is my turn to go out for a walk. The book has slept late, and, not for the first … More
Ordering drinks in Spanish
We are at the flat. Everything has worked out fine: the journey, our connections and now amazing sense of space. We … More
Packing to leave
‘Passport?’ ‘Yes.’ ‘Flight info?’ ‘Yes.’ ‘Euros?’ ‘Yes.’ ‘Underpants?’ The book glares at me. ‘What do you take me for?’ ‘It … More
Because failure is assured
Recently I have been reading the exquisite prose of Janna Malamud Smith, in her book-length meditation on creativity: An Absorbing Errand: … More
Leaving the house
We have left the house. At first our walking is clumsy, comical, even. The book is three yards ahead of … More
On Discovering My Voice
I am at a thing. Canals are there. Sunlight on them, the last tourists, a shifting of the seasons. ‘Soon … More
Seth Godin: V is for Vulnerable
Yesterday I listened to a dialogue between Debbie Millman and Seth Godin on art-making, resistance, anxiety, how the internet has changed … More
Lifesaving Poems: Craig Raine’s ‘Heaven on Earth’
Heaven on Earth Now that it is night, you fetch the wash from outer space, from the frozen … More
Why do it?
because of the words and because of the books because of the woman in the anorak at the swimming baths … More
The blanket
Though you may disappear, you’re not forgotten here And I will say to you, I will do what I can … More
Going for coffee
The book and I are passing each other messages through a third party. Neither of us bothers with the niceties … More
Nine years ago today
Nine years ago today I was diagnosed with non-Hodgkin’s lymphoma, a cancer of the white blood cells. Even though I have … More
Lifesaving Poems: Boris Pasternak’s ‘Hamlet’
Hamlet The buzz subsides. I have come on stage. Leaning in an open door I try to detect from … More
Visiting hours
I am visiting the book. We have already been through a lot together, including the part where I killed it and … More
Lifesaving Poems: Denise Levertov’s ‘The Secret’
The Secret Two girls discover the secret of life in a sudden line of poetry. I who don’t know the … More