Though I know him, his name escapes me. He is really a friend of a friend of a friend, the first of which connector I no longer see or hear from. Perhaps it would be different I was still using social media. Perhaps not. He walks past the house on his way to work each day, a briefcase in one hand. He is suited, bespectacled, a look (he is the last person on earth who would consider himself possessing one) that has not changed in years. In winter he wears a blue woollen coat, with leather gloves. When it rains he dons an oversized Berghaus anorak with Velcro pockets. He appears when everyone else has gone in, sometime after half-nine, on some days around ten or just after. I sense in him a deep air of privacy, guarded and protected. He makes his way with caution, mostly looking down at the pavement. I wonder what it is that he is carrying, beside that briefcase of his. He seems so weighed down, so serious. The last time we spoke was just after the referendum result, a lifetime ago, at an event hosted by our departed connecting friends. We didn’t say much to each other. We didn’t need to. Though I suspect he has long ago forgotten who I am, on the occasions that he does lift his head and see me approaching, he greets me with old-fashioned courtesy. He seems from another time.
Published by Anthony Wilson
I am a poet and writing tutor. For 24 years I worked in teacher and medical education at the University of Exeter. My anthology Lifesaving Poems was published by Bloodaxe Books in 2015. In 2012 I published Riddance (Worple Press), a collection of poems, and Love for Now (Impress Books), a memoir, about my experience of cancer. The Wind and the Rain, my sixth collection of poems, was published in 2023 by Blue Diode Press. Plymbridge, a new pamphlet, is available now from Worple Press. My final research project, funded by the Foyle Foundation, was Young Poets' Stories: https://youngpoetsstories.com/. This blog is archived by the British Library. View all posts by Anthony Wilson
